Post by Astridr on Oct 16, 2014 2:09:01 GMT
Journal 1
I guess I should start at the beginning. I was born in the Blue Mountains, 2 years after Fili. I never actually met the boy seeing how I kept mostly to myself as I grew and helped my single father Naemr around our small home. It wasn't much but it was better than nothing. We were a poor family so I had to stay home a lot and help clean up. I barely had any toys to play with and tended to get bored more than once. I never had any friends during the time I grew up. I was just a shy little girl who thought that no one ever would accept me for who I am. At a young age, I was always fascinated with weapons and wanted to learn. I didn't learn until my teenage years. I learned how to use the sword and some daggers but that is about it. I could only use it to defend myself. I'm a dwarrowdam. I'm not supposed to go out and be in a battle. There was a time when I have done it. That was because I saw a young dwarfling get hurt. I saved the dwarfling's life. There are times that I regret ever saving that dwarfling since I wasn't allowed in battle. Maybe one day, I will feel accepted by people and not have to worry about anything.
I guess I should start at the beginning. I was born in the Blue Mountains, 2 years after Fili. I never actually met the boy seeing how I kept mostly to myself as I grew and helped my single father Naemr around our small home. It wasn't much but it was better than nothing. We were a poor family so I had to stay home a lot and help clean up. I barely had any toys to play with and tended to get bored more than once. I never had any friends during the time I grew up. I was just a shy little girl who thought that no one ever would accept me for who I am. At a young age, I was always fascinated with weapons and wanted to learn. I didn't learn until my teenage years. I learned how to use the sword and some daggers but that is about it. I could only use it to defend myself. I'm a dwarrowdam. I'm not supposed to go out and be in a battle. There was a time when I have done it. That was because I saw a young dwarfling get hurt. I saved the dwarfling's life. There are times that I regret ever saving that dwarfling since I wasn't allowed in battle. Maybe one day, I will feel accepted by people and not have to worry about anything.
